It shouldn't be like this.
No, it shouldn't. As I read what you wrote, tears betrayed me. Along with the song playing, it doubled up. Sighs. The thought of that did come by, I gave it a second thought still.
And, I'm trying to make myself smiling like before. Though, they may be fake ones sometimes.
Woots! Emo, emo, emo, ehs! :D