Way too paranoid.

I had a moment to myself, thinking why is it this and why is it that? I realised that all I have done, I seems to be regretting at least 1/4 of them for doing so. I don't know why. I don't wish to have any ruined life or neither do I want a stupidest little stain on it. Freak, it's seriously freaking me out. Am I game enough for all the challenges set for me as time goes by? &- I do hope to hear all truth answers to my questions. Say the truth straight to my face. Though I might end up tearing, I would appreciate it the most. Yet, if you are going to scold many vulgars or irrelvant things, I would appreciate it the most that you keep everything to yourself then.

Enough of those, BPM Presentation just now. I practically screwed my part up by stumbling and being nervous. &- MY FACE TURNED RED AND I COULD FEEL THE DAMN HEAT. Laughs. Even JueYing could see my red face. Freak, I'm so disappointed about myself. Shall go somewhere to emo. Yes, I should. I'm so sorry to Benjamin, JueYing, Patricia and ShaoChun.

Justin: Hahahs. Fedex alr. Didn't you receive?
Kenneth: I meant, MP. Sorry. Hahahs, I remembered your birthday, okay.
Justin: I hope that too.
Zakiah: I give you my moral support! :D Hahahs, suntan-ing? Hahahs. Later my skin not in the same tone again. Sighs. Singapore flyer? Not a bad idea. Cause your dumb mummy has not take the flyer yet. Sobs! D:
Justin: Go where? --"
JueYing: Sure. Next week! :D
Justin: Arlamaks, his mama can go there visit him de, :D I bet Myra is nodding her head too. Hehehs.
Kenneth: Yes, I meant that. Hahahs. Fish &- Co? Eh, I don't want to work in those F&B de. Cause need to get injection. NONONO.
Patricia: Hahahs. That's so evil. But I loveeeeeeeeeee it.
Zakiah: Ignore what? But, I never take before mahs. D:
Daryl: Hellos.
Justin: Her jokes are damn sicko, please.
Zakiah: Hahahs. True. Eh, anything bahs. Okay, linked you later.
Bryon: Yes, Bryon. (:
Kenneth: Hahahs. Cheerful HuiXin. Hmms, most probably coming back after her
exams, I supposed.
Zakiah: Yes, I'm looking for our date too. Ah, I go ask the rest. :D
Daryl: Laughs.